Mission in Progress

…and then this. Who came up with this and why didn’t anyone tell me? Maple syrup fucking whiskey yaaasssss :) #crownroyal #canadianmaple #whiskey #fuckyourcheapbooze #andfuckmyjob #serverproblems #waitresslife

…and then this. Who came up with this and why didn’t anyone tell me? Maple syrup fucking whiskey yaaasssss :) #crownroyal #canadianmaple #whiskey #fuckyourcheapbooze #andfuckmyjob #serverproblems #waitresslife

One super stiff mongolian motherfucker to reward myself for surviving the day. I hate my job. @serverlifestruggles @server_life #waitresslife #waitress #bartender #server #serverproblems #booze #absolut #citron #midori #curacao #malibu #peachtree #pineapple #fuckmylife

One super stiff mongolian motherfucker to reward myself for surviving the day. I hate my job. @serverlifestruggles @server_life #waitresslife #waitress #bartender #server #serverproblems #booze #absolut #citron #midori #curacao #malibu #peachtree #pineapple #fuckmylife

Enough to hold you to the brightest of lights, to place you dangerously close to that sun. Enough to acknowledge the flaws you can’t ignore and recognize the cause of what’s done is done. More than enough to put my name behind my ideals and neglect my logic twice daily. Enough to keep me looking for my Lucy in the sky with gems when I remember how you used to call me baby. Enough to look in my mirror with detest for every tear you shed regardless of why you wept. Enough to curse anyone who can’t appreciate the depth of the ocean I swam till I ran out of breath. @atmosphere #iloveyou #daddy #loveofmylife #love #eternal #myheart #micorazon #myeverything #family #faith #blessed #happiness #onceinalifetime #rv063 #corset #corsetry #waisttraining #tightlacing #hourglassgang #pretty #beautiful #photooftheday #bestoftheday #instagramhub #instagood #instamood #igdaily #igers #tagsforlikes #webstagram @corsetstory

Enough to hold you to the brightest of lights, to place you dangerously close to that sun. Enough to acknowledge the flaws you can’t ignore and recognize the cause of what’s done is done. More than enough to put my name behind my ideals and neglect my logic twice daily. Enough to keep me looking for my Lucy in the sky with gems when I remember how you used to call me baby. Enough to look in my mirror with detest for every tear you shed regardless of why you wept. Enough to curse anyone who can’t appreciate the depth of the ocean I swam till I ran out of breath. @atmosphere #iloveyou #daddy #loveofmylife #love #eternal #myheart #micorazon #myeverything #family #faith #blessed #happiness #onceinalifetime #rv063 #corset #corsetry #waisttraining #tightlacing #hourglassgang #pretty #beautiful #photooftheday #bestoftheday #instagramhub #instagood #instamood #igdaily #igers #tagsforlikes #webstagram @corsetstory

Yup, yesterday was a good day for the mail :) @corsetstory #yaynewstuff #spoiled #reversible #underbust #corset #doubleboned #spiralsteel #viola #rv063 #coffee #brocade #waisttrainer #corsetstory #corsetry #corsettraining #waisttraining #tightlacing #tinywaist #teamnowaistline #hourglassgang #getwaisted #waspwaist #waspie #tights #stockings #mabellemonroe

Yup, yesterday was a good day for the mail :) @corsetstory #yaynewstuff #spoiled #reversible #underbust #corset #doubleboned #spiralsteel #viola #rv063 #coffee #brocade #waisttrainer #corsetstory #corsetry #corsettraining #waisttraining #tightlacing #tinywaist #teamnowaistline #hourglassgang #getwaisted #waspwaist #waspie #tights #stockings #mabellemonroe

Just received this wonderful package in yesterday’s mail from @heathersanctuary and I love it!! Thank you Heather, it really brightened my day to open this up and know that you still think about little old me enough to send me random gifts and stuff. I appreciate you more than you know!! I love the mantra band and may never take it off, I’ll definitely be using the muscle rub after work today, and you know I love rocking custom gear from #sanctuarypoweryoga :) I feel so blessed to have those few people who have been a part of my life through my worst times and still haven’t stopped caring and being there for me. The list is very short but the people on it are definitely worth more than their weight in gold. <3 #love #snailmail #yaypresents #igetbywithalittlehelpfrommyfriends #mantraband #findyourtruenorth #hamsa #dollymoo #yoga #poweryoga #om #pink #itsthelittlethings #yogaeverydamnday #yogi #yogini #yogagram #instayoga #meditate #breathe #relax #peace #balance #namaste #teamyoga #wellness #fitness #benddontbreak #teamflexible

Just received this wonderful package in yesterday’s mail from @heathersanctuary and I love it!! Thank you Heather, it really brightened my day to open this up and know that you still think about little old me enough to send me random gifts and stuff. I appreciate you more than you know!! I love the mantra band and may never take it off, I’ll definitely be using the muscle rub after work today, and you know I love rocking custom gear from #sanctuarypoweryoga :) I feel so blessed to have those few people who have been a part of my life through my worst times and still haven’t stopped caring and being there for me. The list is very short but the people on it are definitely worth more than their weight in gold. <3 #love #snailmail #yaypresents #igetbywithalittlehelpfrommyfriends #mantraband #findyourtruenorth #hamsa #dollymoo #yoga #poweryoga #om #pink #itsthelittlethings #yogaeverydamnday #yogi #yogini #yogagram #instayoga #meditate #breathe #relax #peace #balance #namaste #teamyoga #wellness #fitness #benddontbreak #teamflexible

Rolling silverware: the bane of every waitress&#8217; existence. #goodmorning #riseandgrind #workflow #waitressproblems #waitresslife #waitress #bartender #punkinvalley #bridgton #maine #tgif #notreally #yourfridayismytuesday

Rolling silverware: the bane of every waitress’ existence. #goodmorning #riseandgrind #workflow #waitressproblems #waitresslife #waitress #bartender #punkinvalley #bridgton #maine #tgif #notreally #yourfridayismytuesday

Well. Looks like I need to downsize to 20 inches. #corsetstory #corset #corsetry #corsettraining #waisttraining #tightlacing #tinywaist #teamnowaistline #hourglassgang #waisted #getwaisted #waspwaist #brocade #ge660 #22inchwaist #bodymodification #bodymods #pretty #beautiful #photooftheday #bestoftheday #instagramhub #instagood #instamood #igdaily #igers #like #love #tagsforlikes #webstagram

Well. Looks like I need to downsize to 20 inches. #corsetstory #corset #corsetry #corsettraining #waisttraining #tightlacing #tinywaist #teamnowaistline #hourglassgang #waisted #getwaisted #waspwaist #brocade #ge660 #22inchwaist #bodymodification #bodymods #pretty #beautiful #photooftheday #bestoftheday #instagramhub #instagood #instamood #igdaily #igers #like #love #tagsforlikes #webstagram

Early morning #workflow ONE WEEK until the #fryeburgfair starts up and I make bank for a week straight :) if you&#8217;re planning on spending a day at the fair, come on over and see me at #punkinvalley on route 302 in #bridgton #maine and have some lunch or a plate of our famous homemade #applecrisp!! #stash #herbal #tea #raspberry #hibiscus #waitress #bartender #goodeyebrowday #teamnatural #naturalhair #dreads #locs #dreadlocks #dreadhead #teamdreadhead #locnation #ladieswithlocks #girlswithdreads #locstar #locjourney #wonderlocks #dreadlocksdaily #girlswithdreadsunlimited #dreadlockguru

Early morning #workflow ONE WEEK until the #fryeburgfair starts up and I make bank for a week straight :) if you’re planning on spending a day at the fair, come on over and see me at #punkinvalley on route 302 in #bridgton #maine and have some lunch or a plate of our famous homemade #applecrisp!! #stash #herbal #tea #raspberry #hibiscus #waitress #bartender #goodeyebrowday #teamnatural #naturalhair #dreads #locs #dreadlocks #dreadhead #teamdreadhead #locnation #ladieswithlocks #girlswithdreads #locstar #locjourney #wonderlocks #dreadlocksdaily #girlswithdreadsunlimited #dreadlockguru

I&#8217;ve been so busy that I completely forgot to mention this&#8230; happy fifth birthday to my locs even though it was really a week ago!!! And what a difference five years makes&#8230; when I started out on this journey I never could have imagined being where I am now. I have the love I didn&#8217;t think actually existed, the family I always dreamed of and the more or less normal life I always wanted but never had. The past five years have freed me from so many toxic people, situations and thought processes that held me back, and with all that excess noise and negativity gone I have finally been able to focus on myself and my true wants and needs. I am moving forward with nothing but faith, hope, love and positivity and no longer dedicating parts of myself to useless negative people and influences. Here&#8217;s to another five years, and many more after that, of growth, progress and improvement for my locs, myself and my beautiful family.

I’ve been so busy that I completely forgot to mention this… happy fifth birthday to my locs even though it was really a week ago!!! And what a difference five years makes… when I started out on this journey I never could have imagined being where I am now. I have the love I didn’t think actually existed, the family I always dreamed of and the more or less normal life I always wanted but never had. The past five years have freed me from so many toxic people, situations and thought processes that held me back, and with all that excess noise and negativity gone I have finally been able to focus on myself and my true wants and needs. I am moving forward with nothing but faith, hope, love and positivity and no longer dedicating parts of myself to useless negative people and influences. Here’s to another five years, and many more after that, of growth, progress and improvement for my locs, myself and my beautiful family.

Apparently I&#8217;m permitted to use this thing on unruly customers. Fine. #attitudeadjuster #punkinvalleyrestaurant #fuckwithme

Apparently I’m permitted to use this thing on unruly customers. Fine. #attitudeadjuster #punkinvalleyrestaurant #fuckwithme

Locs out at work because yolo #punkinvalleyrestaurant #waitress #bartender #weekendsaregood #workinggirl #getmoney #ponytail #locstyles #teamnatural #naturalhair #dreads #locs #dreadlocks #dreadhead #teamdreadhead #locnation #ladieswithlocks #girlswithdreads #locstar #locjourney #ilovemylocs #wonderlocks #dreadlocksdaily #girlswithdreadsunlimited #dreadlockguru #photooftheday #instagood #selfie #instadaily #webstagram

Locs out at work because yolo #punkinvalleyrestaurant #waitress #bartender #weekendsaregood #workinggirl #getmoney #ponytail #locstyles #teamnatural #naturalhair #dreads #locs #dreadlocks #dreadhead #teamdreadhead #locnation #ladieswithlocks #girlswithdreads #locstar #locjourney #ilovemylocs #wonderlocks #dreadlocksdaily #girlswithdreadsunlimited #dreadlockguru #photooftheday #instagood #selfie #instadaily #webstagram

Loving you is like the perfect love song, you know the one that you always wanna hear
And when my day&#8217;s going all wrong, seeing you is like a song in my ear
#tbt #throwbackthursday #2010 #daddy #husband #rave #clubtherapy #providence #rhodeisland #401 #love #eternal #micorazon #myheart #shutupandmarrymealready #puertoricanbyinjection #dreadlocks #locnation #photooftheday #bestoftheday #instagramhub #instagood #instamood #instadaily #follow #like #all_shots #tagsforlikes #webstagram #statigram

Loving you is like the perfect love song, you know the one that you always wanna hear
And when my day’s going all wrong, seeing you is like a song in my ear
#tbt #throwbackthursday #2010 #daddy #husband #rave #clubtherapy #providence #rhodeisland #401 #love #eternal #micorazon #myheart #shutupandmarrymealready #puertoricanbyinjection #dreadlocks #locnation #photooftheday #bestoftheday #instagramhub #instagood #instamood #instadaily #follow #like #all_shots #tagsforlikes #webstagram #statigram

First day of work! I guess I have to get back in the habit of putting eyebrows and makeup on in the morning&#8230; #punkinvalleyrestaurant #waitress #bartender #workinggirl #firstshiftsucks #dressedup #fresh #goodeyebrowday #mexicaliblues #dreadbun #sockbun #teamnatural #naturalhair #dreads #locs #dreadlocks #dreadhead #teamdreadhead #locnation #ladieswithlocks #girlswithdreads #locstar #locjourney #ilovemylocs #wonderlocks #dreadlocksdaily #girlswithdreadsunlimited #dreadlockguru

First day of work! I guess I have to get back in the habit of putting eyebrows and makeup on in the morning… #punkinvalleyrestaurant #waitress #bartender #workinggirl #firstshiftsucks #dressedup #fresh #goodeyebrowday #mexicaliblues #dreadbun #sockbun #teamnatural #naturalhair #dreads #locs #dreadlocks #dreadhead #teamdreadhead #locnation #ladieswithlocks #girlswithdreads #locstar #locjourney #ilovemylocs #wonderlocks #dreadlocksdaily #girlswithdreadsunlimited #dreadlockguru

Yeah so, I&#8217;m in love with my new corset :) @corsetstory #corset #corsetry #corsettraining #waisttraining #tinywaist #teamnowaistline #hourglassgang #getwaisted #waspwaist #teamnatural #naturalhair #dreads #locs #dreadlocks #dreadhead #teamdreadhead #locnation #ladieswithlocks #locstar #locjourney #ilovemylocs #wonderlocks #dreadlocksdaily #girlswithdreadsunlimited #dreadlockguru #photooftheday #instadaily #tagsforlikes #webstagram #statigram

Yeah so, I’m in love with my new corset :) @corsetstory #corset #corsetry #corsettraining #waisttraining #tinywaist #teamnowaistline #hourglassgang #getwaisted #waspwaist #teamnatural #naturalhair #dreads #locs #dreadlocks #dreadhead #teamdreadhead #locnation #ladieswithlocks #locstar #locjourney #ilovemylocs #wonderlocks #dreadlocksdaily #girlswithdreadsunlimited #dreadlockguru #photooftheday #instadaily #tagsforlikes #webstagram #statigram

Well I&#8217;m offline and phoneless until Tuesday since my mother decided to rip the phone and dsl wire out of the wall&#8230; one day after it got disconnected and I paid the bill. I&#8217;ve also been informed that my mother is unable to treat me civilly and be polite because &#8220;we just don&#8217;t have that type of relationship&#8221;. I&#8217;m trying my best to imagine what could be so wrong with a person that they could justify treating their child like this.

Well I’m offline and phoneless until Tuesday since my mother decided to rip the phone and dsl wire out of the wall… one day after it got disconnected and I paid the bill. I’ve also been informed that my mother is unable to treat me civilly and be polite because “we just don’t have that type of relationship”. I’m trying my best to imagine what could be so wrong with a person that they could justify treating their child like this.